This time is different than all the other times. 

I finally got cranial rectum interruptus. 

I have to do this for me and no one else. 

 i have been inrecovery 5 or 6 times since 2003 and,  now Imust work on me. 

 I have had the worst time getting a sponsor, and for the first time I am getting that support system through you all, Celebrate Recovery,  my accountability partners, and my sponsor. 

 Thank you al for being there and having this 12SS. 

 You all are a God-send.