I'm an addict named Tricia. I'm 22 years old from Co-MO AKA da Mid-MO area. My clean date is September 26, 2007. My drugs of choice are marijuana and cocaine. I have a little over five months. I am working on my Third Step right now. I just finished my second step 02/23/08 with my sponsor Steph. She is awesome I love her and my sponsor tree. They are wonderful people. I've been trying to get clean for almost four years now. My husband and I have been together for three years now and are both in recovery and it is all thanks to God and NA. I now work the steps with a sponsor, go to meetings, read the literature, do some service work and have a home group - the Monday night Freedom Group at 10th and Walnut. I am so grateful to be clean today and the blessings from living differently keep on flowing. I'm not going to lie and say that there aren't struggles but I would rather struggle to stay clean and live then struggle to use and die.

Kyle if you're reading this know that I love you with every beat of my heart; always have and always will.