hiya,  Joe E here. My clean date is December 22,2005.  Life today is very different from that of what i once knew.  It may not always be great, happy, fun, or exciting. However I can say my worst day/s today, are still way better then my best days using!! I have been around for awhile, went to my very first meeting back in april of 1987.  I did at one time talk myself into believing i was one of the "constitutionaly incapable ones"  but not any more! Anyway, what more to tell you? I am a single 39 year old guy, just looking to make his way in life today, becoming the responsible, productive member of society.