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Hey everyone, I am a 12 year stepper. I have peeled my onion to the point where I am at the angry layer . I am so pissed. I am doing group therapy with the book "SOS for Emotions" I guess it is probably helping. I am not relieved of my anger but seem to have it from various ranges during every day, right now. I am pretty much riding the waves of anger. I am plenty to be mad about. My prarents have told me of my obsession for sugar by age two. I had my first taste of alcohol by age eight and drank to passing out. By age 16 I was blackout drinking. My friends and my sister could see I was a problem drinker. I drank alcoholically untill age 21 when I met "HIM". We got married and started to have children. I became obsesses with my babies and did controlled drinking with marijauna maintenence for 16 years. After my divorce I could no longer smoke anything and got drunk and allmost lost my children. I found Al-Anon and AA. I have been close to God my whole life because of out of body expierences. The memories are still coming back. Major migrains develop right before I remember stuff. I am grieving a loss of normal family love, the loss of normal husband love. I have been in 12 step programs 12 years with 5 years sober and clean 8 months.
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