I need to say that only God, my angels and a strong recovery has me here today!..I used all !!dope , coke, speedball ,pills, since I was 15teen, started with beer , ha ha , and pot, right!!!

nothing could help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then by the grace of God things got worse!I got breat cancer! and a bell went off!10 years ago, then I started to raise up from hell!I have kicked methadone, after 25 years , along with still using coke and dope,, u see I am from the bronx, N.Y! AND C.T NOW

I was told I would be a lifer on methadone , could never get off, but i did it,then got cancer again, and it made me a better person, Yes I am blessed! I work now in nursing, when at one time I was in the streets!!!I give back! for so much!!it is never to late to live!!!

I have a loving husband, who also by me leaving him and by my exsample! is clean ! we are so blessed, but it is still hard, after all these years ,I have drug dreams, Do u! a fix is just around the way, but it would never fix my life, We live on lifes terms not our own!

I have a pass but i am a good person today! loving stepmom and mom and grand mom, Oh but young, Ha ha !

I believe in hell cuz I was there!