" How do we give it all up to GOD? It just frustrates me to know what kind of person I really am!!!! I want to give it all up, however there's some of me that I'm not willing to give up..... Not yet anyway..... What am I so afraid of giving up? That's all I've known all my life.... I continue to put myself in unhealthy situations which flourishes my defects and after all is said and done, it makes me feel really shitty afterwards... I've been told that as long as I align my will with GOD"S will I'll be okay....
So why do I feel so shitty when i fall short? Anyways maybe I just needed to say it out loud.....
Temptation is doing the right thing even when nobody's looking....... "
