Well I meet with my sponsor last night and I told on myself big time and I feel better. She has given me a deadline to finish my 4th step. I have only been working on it for 7 or 8 months. Nothing like taking your time. I just let her know everything that was going on. How I have not been going to meetings. Last night was the first meeting since before Christmas. I just kind of shut down. Every year I pick a word to work on for that year, and two years ago I picked the word change, last year was self-acceptance and this year I chose self-change. I need to work on changing myself and not like two years ago I worked on changing many different things in my recovery. So a new year a new word and a new me.
Out of balance Posted on: 01/08/2008 Today has been a strange day. I was fine until I left for the womens retreat meeting. And when I got there I just wanted to go home. I dont know why but I just did not feel right. Like something out of wack. I wish it was Thursday, I meet with my sponsor and maybe I can figure out what is happening. Hopefully I can get this worked out.
Well I meet with my sponsor last night and I told on myself big time and I feel better. She has given me a deadline to finish my 4th step. I have only been working on it for 7 or 8 months. Nothing like taking your time. I just let her know everything that was going on. How I have not been going to meetings. Last night was the first meeting since before Christmas. I just kind of shut down. Every year I pick a word to work on for that year, and two years ago I picked the word change, last year was self-acceptance and this year I chose self-change. I need to work on changing myself and not like two years ago I worked on changing many different things in my recovery. So a new year a new word and a new me.
Today has been a strange day. I was fine until I left for the womens retreat meeting. And when I got there I just wanted to go home. I dont know why but I just did not feel right. Like something out of wack. I wish it was Thursday, I meet with my sponsor and maybe I can figure out what is happening. Hopefully I can get this worked out.
