You know its kinda interesting. As i look back on today and how long it has been since i last picked up. I thought I would never get this much clean time. Life has been interesting the last 5 years. I have made two major moves in my life. As in places to live. I have made some wonderfull new friends both on here and face to face meetings in the rooms. But one of the things that I always try and remember is that I just have today. Today if I do not pick up or use then I will have one more day added on. I Thank God and these rooms and a whole bunch of just for today in a row to celebrate my clean time today. I come from 24 years of using. At one point i figured I would die with it in my hands. Now today I look forward to a new life and new found freedom. To all my friends out there thank you for your support and for loving me in my worst and best times. They say keep coming back it works. Well they are right.

Love all you

My Name is Dean

And I am an Addict.