Man I don't know where to start ...I have had the same sponsor for nearly a decade and he has been there through some tough times like divorce ,relaps,strange shit big and not so big we are in the same biz high end home building we have worked together on many ocations and injoyed much sucess so when he opened his own shop and developed a high quality clean and sober crew (witch is'nt so easy in our biz) he needed a forman and when he asked me I said of course we have much history and trust and evrything went well for many months all where happy mind you that I was having some dificulty with the seperation of sponsor and employer ...all was well untill I was forced to terminate the services of a sub contractor husband and wife team as thay where not producing at a rate comensurate with thair billings

I was conserned becoase the bottom line is my responsability I sought the counsel of THE BOSS first and actualy he droped the ax a week later I am informed that she initiated an action through labour and industries allaging sexual harassment and other evil stuff

ann unfounded and un provable as lies are this is where it gets fucked up THE BOSS my sponsor choses to throw me under the buss and fires me to placate this person insteda of calling the bluff and making her try to substantiate her lies I am fired and thay are on the job

I can't let go of feeling BETRAYED,USED,AND FUCKED OVER ...I can get another job and another sponsor but I keep thinking how this is the same person that I trusted to guide me through recovery and the steps and the bottom line is this is my sobrity compromised what holes are in the lessons I was taught I'm really fucked up over this I am praying constantly to see what I am subposed to learn through this I have trust issues and this shit shure validates them page 552 in the big book comes to mind as I write this I am in a spin out and realy don't know what to do next