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"Chemical Corruption"
" Poetry "
Blog URL: http://www.12stepspace.com/blogs/cc
Author: Eric
"Chemical Corruption"
Posted on: 03/06/2007

I wrote this poem "When I was still using " at the end of a five day run on Crystal Meth, after I had looked in the mirror and realized I had no feelings left anymore.

    Chemical Corruption

I feel,
I feel nothing.
No pain, No joy, No love.
This nothing from chemical corrupting.

Is it that the pain of no joy I love,
Or in the love of pain I find Joy.

Either way Its something and something is worth corrupting.
But is'nt corrupting a feeling of something,
 And if in corrupting something I feel nothing,
Could it be that nothing is actually whats corrupting?

And if the nothings corrupting,
Could it be that nothings a feeling Im clutching?

If so is clutching the feelings of nothing, something?
Or is it that the feeling of nothing,
 is the clutching of something ?

From my chemical corrupting.

Written By: Eric Armon Hollandsworth
                                21st Century Poet
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