There is hope if people will begin to awaken that spiritual part of themselves, that heartfelt knowledge that we are caretakers of this planet.

today i am relaxing thanking my higher power for another beautiful day clean and sober

today i am dealing with just me and finding out who i am and what makes me tick and what I want in life.        I am establishing what my bounderies are    and what I will and will not put up with. Lately I have been letting people define me and I have been acting like others would have me act but today that stops I broke up with my s.o. again but this time i have been pushed to my limit. at first i felt like a failure but i reassesed the situation and have seen that i have tried maybe to hard to make something work with someone who doesn't appreciate me for me. i got comfortable and that was dangerous for me because when i get comfortable i allow people to treat me badly when there is no reason for it. So now I am sticking up for my self and saying I am not a emotional punching bag for someone else. i am insecure but by  being alone and learning to love myself I will not need to have someone else to be there for reasureance that i am loveable, because I am.

  Hi for me today every thing going good. And when things go good that makes me nervous. It make me nervous when things start going right. My whole life things seem to have gone wrong and so I became comfortable with that. But now when things seem to be going right I want to get ready for things to go wrong and thats something i need to start working on is accptance more. Next I need to give it up to my higher power and enjoy the journey to my destinaion because the out come will only look better if I do it that way and I know it so today I am doing just that, stopping to pick the flowers and smell them you know well bye for now.