BACK ON TRACK Posted on: 10/15/2007
IVE BEEN IN A FUNK FOR A WHILE MY SPONSOR MOVED AWAY ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO THINGS HAD BEEN STAGNATING ANYWAY I WOULD CALL HIM BUT HADNT WORKED ANY STEPS IN A WHILE... THAT WAS BEFORE WORLD. HE HAD SUGESTED THAT I FIND A NEW SPONSOR SO I STARTED LOOKING THE PERSON THAT I CHOSE WAS INVOLVED WITH THE SUPPORT COMMITTEE FOR THE WORLD CONVENTION SO I HAD TO WAIT UNTILL AFTER THAT WE HAD TALKED FOR A WHILE DURRING ALL THIS SO HE NEW THAT I WAS GOING TO ASK HIM....THINGS ARE GOING GOOD FOR NOW ...I JUST GOT BACK FROM FROLIC IN THE WOODS AT GARNED STATE PARK IN TEXAS IT WAS A GOOD WEEKEND I HAD A CHANCE TO SHARE AT A CAMPFIRE MEETING ABOUT A RESENTMENT CAUSED BY PLACING EXPECTATIONS ON SOMEONE THAT I THOUGHT WOULD APRECIATE THE EFFORT THAT I PUT OUT THE YEAR BEFORE BUT HE HAD AN ATTITUDE ABOUT THE WAY THE FOOD WAS COOKED..SO THIS YEAR I TOLD MYSELF THAT I WASNT GOING TO FROLIC IN THE WOODS & HAD PUT SEVERAL THINGS BETWEEN BEING ABLE TO GO...& I'LL BE DAMED IF EVERY THING THAT I PUT IN THE WAY WAS REMOVED BY NO EFFORT ON MY BEHALF I FIGURED THAT IT MUST BE A GOD THING SO I WENT & WAS GLAD THAT I DID I FOUND SOME RELIEF FROM THE STUFF THAT HAD BEEN TROUBLING ME FOR THE LAST YEAR...TALK ABOUT CLAW MARKS ON THAT CRAP MAN AM I GLAD THAT ITS GONE THANKS N.A. FOR A GOD OF MY UNDERSTANDING LOTS A LOVE BOB W.
life on autopiolt Posted on: 07/24/2007
WELL I HAVENT POSTED ANY THING LATELY SO I GUESS ITS TIME ...JUST CELIBRATED 2 YRS AGAIN THATS COOL LIFE JUST SEEMS TO RUN ITS SELF WITHOUT ANY HELP FROM ME AS LONG AS I APPLY THE SPIRITUAL PRINCIPALS THINGS ARE GOOD.....ITS JUST TOO PAINFULL TO TRY TO RUN MY LIFE TODAY.... MOST TIMES I DONT ALWAYS KNOW WHAT THE NEXT RIGHT THING TO DO IS BUT I DO KNOW WHAT THE NEXT WRONG THING IS & IF IT DOESNT HAVE SPIRTITUAL PRINCIPALS.....IT WILL MOSTLIKLEY CAUSE ME SOME SORT OF PAIN BOBW
WHOAAA Posted on: 05/19/2007
WELL WHAT I THOUGHT WAS AN INTERVEW WAS JUST AN ASSESSMENT TO SEE IF I QUALIFY TO WORK FOR TOYOTA MY BEST THINKING ALWAYS SCREWS ME UP IM STILL IN THE RUNNING I GUESS IM PUTTING THE HORSE BEFORE THE CART AS USUAL PUTTING EXPECTATIONS ON SITUATIONS GODS IN CHARGE NOT ME IT WILL HAPPEN IT GODS TIME NOT MINE RELAX & ENJOY WHAT I HAVE NOW BOBW
recieved a call from toyota thursday they want me to come in for an interview ive been waiting fpr this chance for a while ever since the decided to build toyota here 5 yrs ago. it starts at 15.50 per hr all good things happen in gods time not mine if i had not been clean today i would never get the chance to be blessed with this thanks GOD BOB W
LIFE Posted on: 04/30/2007
LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD TO ME I HAVE A WIFE THAT HAS WALKED THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL WITH ME & BACK. SHE DOESENT DO DOPE. MY CHILDREN HAVE BEEN THERE ALSO AL I CAN HOPE FOR IS THAT IVE BEEN A REAL GOOD BAD EXAMPLE OF WHAT NOT TO DO IN A LIFE TIME.. I DONT KNOW IF I CAN MAKE IT UP TO THEM OR EVEN IF I CAN SOME THINGS I JUST HAVE TO TURN OVER TO THE H.P. I CANT SAY IM SORY ENOUGH TO MEAN IT.. ALL I CAN DO IS LIVE LIFE DIFFERENTLY TODAY AND LET IT SHOW IN MY ACTIONS & THE WAY I TREAT THEM. MY7 MEETING HAVE BEEN MY LIFEBOAT IN THE SEA OF ISOLATION & DISPARE IF I HADENT FOUND THE PROGRAM WHEN I DID I KNOW THAT I WOULD BE IN PRISON OR DEAD BY NOW..I THANK MY H.P FOR THIS NEW LIFE HE HAS GIVEN ME TODAY.I CANT DO THIS BY MYSELF I NEED OTHER RECOVERING ADDICTS TO HELP ME ALONG THE WAY. I TRULY HAVE FRIENDS TODAY THAT CARE ABOUT ME NOT PEOPLE THAT SAY THAT BUT DONT MEAN IT. THANKS N.A. FOR A LIFE THAT I NEVER DREAMED I COULD HAVE BUT AM LIVING TODAY BOB W
