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 Learning Experience
Posted on: 12/01/2008
I had a dream last night that was so vivid I just could not get it out of my mind. On my way home from a meeting this dream just kept playing over and over in my head. I was trying to figure out what it meant. It was a dream full of dogs and I was trying to get them in a gate away from two big vicious pitbulls, I had arms full of dogs but didnt manage to get one in the gate. I looked out of the gate being sure to not allow the other dogs to escape, and saw two dogs fighting they were torn apart and the one dog that belonged in the gate was injured. As I looked at the dog it rolled over on its back and lifted the left leg to show a wound. So I was feeling very sad and confused this morning just wondering what does this mean? Then I get home open my e mail and damb if my dog, who is currently in Florida with my family as I work on me and my sobriety in Washington,had got in a fight and has wounded her left leg! So now I sit here knowing that I've allways had this give that has often came through dreams, and just feeling that the time has come to embrace it and not ignore it any longer. Wow what a trip I've allways had dreams that would somehow manifest in my day, but would just let it pass and truly not recognize the true greatness of it. Now I'm sober and I am a bit afraid of this gift. I know that God created me in his light , I guess I'll just accept the fact that I've known this is part of his calling for me. For so long I've stayed drunk or high so that I might turn my head away from the light, but the light got so bright it was time to turn towards it or blow it out completely! Here I am just trying to grasp feeling which I havent done EVER!!!! I know that this is just a little piece of this gift and as I become more clear, I'm very aware that this is just the begining. Oh boy what a ride it is, and will become.
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