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Whack Job
Posted on: 08/14/2006
I feel like I ahve bipolar disorder or something. I am okay for the most part and then I get set off over the stupidist shit. I worked today, I did what I was supposed to, it was frustrating but I got through it. I took a brief nap and went to a meeting. When I got home I snapped on my sister because she said something stupid. I NEVER get upset, I am the most mellow person you could ever meet. I can't believe I acted the way that I did. I went and studied some scripture. I am okay again, but I really should make amends to her but I really don't want to. I am having trouble getting on myspace...anyone else?
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We do recover.
Posted on: 08/13/2006
Well, it looks like the other day when I made a post here I was in self-pity mode. This happens from time to time, I guess it all goes back to lacking gratitude. I try to not have those moments too often but it does. I went to a spiritual retreat this weekend in my area, it was beautiful. I felt a lot of unity and spirituality. The weather was great and the food was awesome.
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humbling
Posted on: 08/11/2006
You know, it's pretty humbling when no one checks out your profile, adds you as a bookmark, or requests to have you as a friend. My self esteem tells me that people just don't like my picture. Oh well, so I'm not Brad Pitt, but I have a heart as big as a basketball and I can be as loving and caring as the next person. I guess it's not important to be popular, but I can't for the life of me understand how people with the same disease as me, who have felt the same pain as me, has gone through the same trials in recovery as me, won't even reach out and say hello. Oh well, just for today, I certainly don't have to use over it, afterall, I always have God, right?
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NA and ME
Posted on: 08/08/2006
Just a test, JFT.
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