I suffer but without relief, what is it in me that make’s the unmanageability so painful an experience. I have stopped on step 3, not able to abandon myself completely as I seemingly have no connection with God. I am more than willing to believe; perhaps I just can’t be honest with myself.
I will ask for help as I have hope to recover, this is my decision! So as to move on with the program.
I will add to this post when I can describe for myself how I resolved the impasse and then without procrastination on to step 4.
Anyone else experience this?
